Andrea Gibson
(Source: nbhmty)
New poem. Well, new old poem. Short, sharp, shiny. Also:
POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNING: This depends on how you interpret it. It does have some basis in a few things that ARE triggering, but nothing that’s blatant. Transcript below:
She’s a savage kind of love, you see.
Rutting little pages of red glue under my skin
Her lips taste of guava. And pomegranate
I know it makes no sense to you but I… I…
How can I begin without giving in Too much information Oh god she’s here a formation of sensation and sign and I’ve lost my mind The world is made of ash taking part and taking cash-ing in and we watched it burn a maelstrom of otherworldly porn-ographic sin.
Breeeeeeeeeeeeaaaathe in.
Exhale.
My presence is not for sale.
And I pale inside the cinders of her eyes.
I deify her, I require her.
In the embers, we’ll slide further down and…
The sensations take more being that I am a bore and she makes me the whore The crashing of waves enslaves so we brave the future although she yearns for the past to take off the mask I slice her under my flesh and wish for the best as she lays me down I grin and I begin to repent, repent, repent, repent, repeat, repeat, repeat REPETITION.
STOP!
A scare
Fully awake now, aware
Beyond all banality, I remain
Under her spell, I run through.
I’m not defending myself, I swear, I swear, I swear, because…
Oh god we’re getting faster and faster a disaster on epic scale I prevail against the waves but the control is slipping and I’m dripping hot and wet and not able to see the world yet it’s all greyscale to me my wrists broke open with a foolish notion and I’ll suck it to fuck it give me the rest it’s for the best give me the rest it’s for the best GIVE ME THE REST IT’S FOR THE BEST GIVE ME THE…
swallow
I cannot survive in here I’m alive my veins pump it through don’t know what to do the world comes down leave me to drown my skin starts to crack I can’t turn back.
She’s a savage kind of love, you see.
Rutting little pages of red glue under my skin
Her lips taste of guava. And pomegranate
And liquid black.
And ecstasy.
And breaking nothingness.